18. Northern.

Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breathe in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.


doctors: why are all your bones broken
me: totally gnarly kick flip
doctors: fucking savage bro

(Source: nicenewt, via icavein)



After a conversation I had last night, I’ve realised that a lot of the bands I like have/are breaking up, eg. Futures, Canterbury, KIGH and its really worrying me. People really need to start supporting bands that they like, even if it means hopping on a train for 30 minutes. I get that people…

This is so unbelievably on point. Bands need all the support they can get, it doesn’t matter how many YouTube hits or Twitter followers they have; if no-one comes to their shows they’ll eventually die out.

(via friends-weremorelikeagang)

20th Decade show done, not that many but I’m proud of that. Not even going to try and explain how much I appreciate those guys because I genuinely can’t. It was very fun. xo.